SUNDAY T. SAHEED
Colorless II
I’m opening all the blinds to begin this poem.
why, because this page has swallowed much
sepia and grayscale than a 64-bit rgb color.
there’s a way to unbuild bodies, into a science
of acceptance —where the only option to
measure the distance between a body and maul-
ing is the similarity between the color of your skin
and the sun. white radiates | | black conceals.
i’ve stilled in many quiet cottages to nullify this
law of [color] separation where versions of
reverbrations are separated into different materials
by skin, & by the pigment you wear. long enough,
i’ve tried to steal my name into the part of God’s
holy book where weighs of the color i carry
are pressed down: lightweight, but here i am,
mistaking my body for an immune vessel. Lord,
remove me from this chasm, where my skin
pigment equates a string of smudged letters shape-
shifting into a broken cart / / a decidous leaf.
once, i wonder if supplications to God, in sand
brings justice to the chest of these men who have
died by breathing shoes or if god, too, is ravenous
waiting for libations of obì with a brother’s head
For black boys, nowhere should wring into flames.
Obì: a yoruba word for kolanut
Sunday T. Saheed, the author of Rewrite The Stars, is a 17yr-old Nigerian writer and a Hilltop Creative Arts Foundation member. He was the 1st runner-up for the Nigerian Prize for Teen Authors, 2021. His works have appeared or are forthcoming on Rough Cut Press, Salamander Ink, Aster Lit, Arts Lounge, SprinNG, Rigorous mag, Kissing Dynamite, Beatnik Cowboy, Trouvaille Review, Augment Review, Spirited Muse Press, Gyroscope, Giallo Lit, Open Skies Quarterly, Kalahari, Cajun Mutt, Open Leaf Press Review, Re Side, de Curated and others. He is also a poetry editor for Teen Lit Journal and an asst. editor for The Nigeria Review (TNR). He was shortlisted for the Wole Soyinka International Cultural Exchange, 2018, The New Man Gospel Poetry Contest and BKPW Poetry Contest, 2022. He can be read on linkfly.to/sundaysaheed or reached on Instagram @poetsundaysaheed or on @sundaytsaheed on Twitter