PROSPER IFEANYI

SELF-PORTRAIT OF A BOY WITH JARRING IDENTITIES.

“We are our memory…that chimerical museum of shifting 
shapes, that pile of broken mirrors.”
                                                                                   —Borges


the moment we refract ourselves
from the blinding spectrum of our 
past, we dissect a part of us that 
remembers just how well the portcullis
of Lekki was reopened in arcadia.
let’s poeticise about more serious
things, shall we? imagine a child born 
into a time of war, say WW1. & his first
experience becomes one of hunger,
hostility & hate. he becomes a portrait
of jarring identities with the animal 
instinct to survive. this too, is what I have
been telling anyone who cared to listen.
in that night of trepidation & noose
slaughter; i can still hear my mother’s
voice collide with the ambience of
frolicking bullets from the khaki-men 
wielding the Kalashnikov.
my father,
struggled hard to exhume the placenta
of his unborn, for that was the 
expressway between the land of the living
& unborn. & when he told us to run with 
passion, he warned that if we were asked if
this country belong to us, we were to say:
do not say this is our country.
& the moment our voices were 
ensembled to chant the #ending 
of things we couldn’t swallow, they 
made us pluck it from our tongues. 
this is just how well our broken past 
influences our unknown future.

Prosper Ifeanyi is a Nigerian writer. His forthcoming poetry chapbook is Ubiety.

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